Plain-crash (FUI-OD part ii): Angels + Clouds

A burning world thru sunken eyes A search for peace by reading signs An unmatched beauty within them lies A guilty boy is weak inside As I awoke from the crash, hope for survival was renewed. The wreckage that surrounded me didn't seem to smell of death.. Yet. However, I know that waiting for such a smell would mean I was much too late.  A new timeline shatters my conscious. If anyone is still in the plane, they must be found and possibly revived immediately. Guilt courses thru me as I finally peer into the darkness, calling out for anyone that might be there. My impaired vision had already blurred the surrounding cliffs of the impact site, so a desperate panic guided me.  As luck would have it, my (guardian) angel was watching and saved me from tipping the remains of the crash into the ocean.  Concentrate. Time. Sustainable shelters must be made. In my disgusting state of weakness I'm unable to move large items without external help. I'm afraid that I might move the wrong thing, or request the assistance of the wrong person or people. Smaller initiatives can't repair or rebuild quickly enough, but a decision must be made soon.  Meditation. Research. One million different options, each offering unique difficulties and solutions. Somehow I feel the best options will be the hardest.  I pray to my angel to help me find the right path: 'My savior, Angel of wisdom and compassion: please help!! My judgement is bad. Guide my hand so that I might understand.  Please allow me to see, help and protect the one I've harmed most. Please grant her confidence, family, friends, hope, strength, and small miracles in their times of need. Dear Angel, i humbly ask that you attempt to speak with me in child's terms so I might carry out your will correctly. I am hard of hearing, please gracious angel, allow me to hear your voice loud and clear from inside the castle of clouds . if you can forgive me just long enough to pass me your golden words, I will dedicate every breath of air in my body to see those words are realized immediately.' If you are listening, Thank you Angel guardian Ian MacAlistair White